This is only the beginning

I always believed that I was born to do something great. It’s not lack of modesty, I’ve just always felt that I was destined (somehow, although I don’t believe in destiny) to change something in the world, to leave a mark. I’m writing about this, because I believe that I have found that thing. I was planning to write about something entirely different, but this was something I needed to share.

I’m one of the lucky ones, I guess, although I don’t believe in luck either. I do believe that we forge our own destinies and we can achieve truly great things through hard work and consistency. But most of all, it’s about the people around us. They inspire and motivate us to unleash our full potential. I’ve met some of these individuals and I’m blessed to have done so! I cannot emphasize enough the importance of working with persons that are wise, creative and just plain fantastic. Along with these people I’ve found out what the major projects of my life will be.

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Close

Today, a song started playing in my mind. It reminded me of someone in my life. It’s a bit strange this day, as faces of people keep going through my mind. Unintentionally, I take out recordings out of jukebox and play them on my own instrument.

I guess all of this derives from the fact that I had such an intense dream. And this time it was a good one. 🙂 Very nice actually. Someone interesting appeared in my dream and for the first time in a long time I felt the warmness of an innocent kiss and a warm hug.

So I woke-up with a smile on my face. I keep trying to figure out what my dreams mean, because my subconscious is very active and I believe that it’s trying to point out to me things I should do. But it takes courage to do certain things. It’s not easy to plunge into uncertainty. A strange feeling awoke the butterflies in my stomach again. And I haven’t even seen the person who triggered that emotion in a while. My feelings make a lovely puzzle lately. And just when I think I’ve manages to figure out where every piece goes, another piece pops up and makes the game start all over again.

Today it’s a smile. Last night it was a kiss. Who knows what the next piece will be? But I’m fascinated with life’s intricacy. It’s what makes it splendid!

PS: I’ve got that need for closeness again. Just a warm, gentle feeling of having someone special near.